Im very glad youve woken up, great news.
Very reassuring that she wont leave you. Did she actually SAY that?
She called the organisation corrupted and thats very telling.................tell her that you cannot and will not, in all good conscience, be a member of a corrupted organisation.
Some men have used the headship principle to their advantage in this situation.
Your kids are your priority, protect them.
If your wife is having doubts, how about you read "Crisis of Conscience" together?
Wishing you all the very best.
Paula x